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Chuck Long says:

DJRocket says:

btown1981 says:

Then we would start hangin out again and the same stuff would start happening again. We would kiss(usually when he was drunk), he would always flirt with me while sober too and people actually told me that we acted just like a couple. My own mom thought he was my boyfriend. He would fuse the hell outta me and still tell me he is straight as an arrow. He would tell me all about his sex life and what he did to his girlfriend and I would tell him stuff that I had doh people. So now I had known him for like 3 years and started really falling in love with him and he seemed to love me alot too. There were times when I thought he loved me as much as i love him and then times when I wasnt so sure. Nothing ever really happened between us except for kissing and lot of flirting and we had a threesome with a girl a couple of times too.

July 21, 2010 at 10:23 am

You are not alone.

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you tell I really care for this guy or what? Couple more years passed and I heard that his marriage was in shambles from other people. They ended up getting a divorce like 2 years after they married. In the meantime Ive had a couple relationships with guys that didnt work out either. I retly moved bay old town where he lives and his mom and i went our seperate ways but stayed friends. I turn 29 week and he is 25 now.

It makes total seo he affe of a male regardless of your sexuality.Women have it and so should men.Don’t question your need but respond to it in a natural way.and don’t be repulsed by what might emerge as a sequence.If you’re a bi or straight man you have the right to feel this way.

Don’t break down sexuality into this type of vacuum.Let your feelings flow, even if unheard a silent, They are healthy and will support you in a life of happiness for years to e.

I have been very fortunate in my life to have male friendships which strengthened me and never left me lag. I seem to have a way with straight males that is both playful and built upon trust- (interpret this, It mealy as it reads).

Just retly hes gotten ahold of me again and actually just hung out with him the other day. Guess what? He is flirting with me and same type of shit as before. Do me wrong, when I look in his eyes I know he really cares about me and I still care about him. Its easier to be buddies than anything else at this point I think. He wants to hang out with me again more and more. Whats up with him? What am I doing wrong? Should I just stay away or what?

July 26, 2010 at 9:19 am

Chuck Long says:

Read my article if you get a ce, “To Dah My Father Again.”

August 2, 2010 at 4:50 am

July 24, 2010 at 2:38 pm

Then one day I had gotten a good job offer 60 miles away and lanning on moving soon. He and I hadnt talked in a few weeks cuz we were kinda just doin our own thing and he was seeing anirl. Then one day I got a call from his mom and she said “He got married today”. This was like a Tuesday and I seriously felt siy stomach. She then explaio me that he had married this girl he just met a few weeks before in a courthouse that day. Him mom was super surprised about it and I about shit my pants. He married this girl out of the blue and quit talking to me and his mom. In the meantime his mom and I moved to the town I got my new job in and we never really heard from him except for quick phone calls here and there. I remember his new wife was really into going to churd he would call me on a while and tell me that Im a sinner and evil because Im gay and bla bla bla. So then I just quit talking to him at all. I was really hurt that he erased me AND HIS MOM(more importantly) from his life.

p.s. my father passed a number of years back. i suppose i was racked with guilt at the time. i felt there must have been someway i could have made things better between us, maybe i coulda tried harder or tried being a better son.

Your desire for closeness with a male is real and not unusual. Society teaches males to keep their distahat’s why we are so fused. A relationship with a close friend or even an intimacy built upon trust is a beautiful thing, not to be denied.