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you tell I really care for this guy or what? Couple more years passed and I heard that his marriage was in shambles from other people. They ended up getting a divorce like 2 years after they married. In the meantime Ive had a couple relationships with guys that didnt work out either. I retly moved bay old town where he lives and his mom and i went our seperate ways but stayed friends. I turn 29 week and he is 25 now.

Just retly hes gotten ahold of me again and actually just hung out with him the other day. Guess what? He is flirting with me and same type of shit as before. Do me wrong, when I look in his eyes I know he really cares about me and I still care about him. Its easier to be buddies than anything else at this point I think. He wants to hang out with me again more and more. Whats up with him? What am I doing wrong? Should I just stay away or what?

maybebi says:

September 26, 2010 at 12:27 pm

Should you just stay away? Depends oher you feel like getting jerked around again. If he’s worked through his fusion and handle a relationship with you (either as buddies or more), then it’s great that you guys are in touch again. If he’s still going to get tripped up by attra to you aation about what that “means”… maybe it’s not going to help either of you to get really close again.

Just my two ts. I sure don’t have my own act together, and I’m more in his position than yours I think.

btown1981 says:

September 28, 2010 at 2:12 am

Update: So I decided to keep hangin out with him…We just have that best friend/bromance bond that I ’t ignore. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t gay because I wouldnt be ‘in love’ with him as opposed to ‘love’ him. I asked him yesterday if he wished I was straight rather than gay and he said he likes me just the way I am. Every guy I date doesnt match up to our bond, its crazy. So we’ve been hangin out every weekend lately cuz he works out of town during the week. So I’ve been trying so hard to just be platonic with him and everytime I act like that it seems like he is hungry for more attention from me. Like he will play with me alot(playful hitting and stuff) and I usually will do it back. But when I dont it looks like he is about to cry, its so cute. I know if things were to get sexual it would probably ruin us.

is this a sign he may wao make a move on him: The ht he asked me to smell his breath…lol i know gross…he opened his mouth and said smell it…and i did and that was it..did he wao kiss him??

So im happy with myself on how Im going about things now. Its so fusing because I could really be overthinking things too. I overthink things waaaaaaaaaaaay too much when it es to him and he has even told me that too. But bottom line is that I know he loves me and I love him and we have a great time hangin out. Its just that he always is so flirtatious with me and i catch him staring at me alot too.

Oh Oh and I also have to tell you, a few weeks ago we were watg movies aold me that I bring out his ‘gay’ side. WTF?? he bi??? or what?? he acts sht around straight people but when hes around me he acts so flamboyant sometimes. We go out to eat and people seriously think we are a gay couple.

i know for a fact that he let a gay guy suck his die time a long time ago and also when he was 15 he had anal sex oh another ‘straight’ guy.

Anyway I need your thoughts again Maybebi…you mentiohat you are more like him in this sutuation. Do you hide ur feelings from your friend sometimes like my friend might do? Is he scared to a gay feelings for me?

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btown1981 says:

September 28, 2010 at 2:57 am

Maybebi: Also keep in mind I could be alot like your brother. I dunno, I rarely show ‘my brother’ my true feelings for him. I spilt all my feelings into a letter i wrote him a few years ago and i noticed he kept that letter with his personal stuff for a long time and may still have it. He opens up to me when he is drinking mostly and when we are hangin out sober which is most of the time, he aervous around me sometimes. Like hes trying to impress me and act good or somethin. I hope the best for you and your brother, I relate to you guys in so many ways.

maybebi says:

September 29, 2010 at 7:58 pm

I wrote him a couple loers… haven’t mailed any of them though. Sometimes I think I’m may” for him than he is for me… which is okay I guess. He’s totally awesome, after all :)

maybebi says:

September 29, 2010 at 7:57 pm

That does sound plicated, btown. For me and my “brother”, it boiled down to this: We agreed once, a long time ago, that we were “brothers” (not “boyfriends”, whatever might happen). That’s worked out pretty well. Sihen ― well, part of me kinda wishes we were “partners”, because he just gets me so well and it’s so easy being around each other. At the same time, there’s some problems with that… I want a wife and kids, and we’re not likely to find jobs anywhere close to each other. (Although I keep nudging him to look for stuff near me.) So there’s sort of a “I wish we could…” feel to it, sometimes. Sounds like maybe he feels something similar for you, but doesn’t know how to say it without maybe ging your bond as brothers.

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