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Of course, if you want to approach a guy in a straight bar with plenty of women available and grab his crotch while you stick your tongue in his ear, I hope your medical insurance has great bes and your premium aid in a timely manner.

Ethan says:

August 22, 2011 at 12:39 am

Hey guys!

I know I’m late to this but, I hope some of you reply to me, as I really want to know your opinions.

See, when I was thirteen I liked to look at pictures of hot young guys. I hought of having sex with them, it was more like an admiration thing. See I never felt too attractive so I dreamed of being those guys, and having such perfect bodies and faces.

I even started thinking that I was gay because I started masturbating to those pictures, but the eime I was imagining myself having sex with girls but in those fantasies, my appearance was that of the guy I was looking at in the magazine. Or sometimes, just by imagining that I was those guys it would be enough to arouse me. Yeah I know, weird.

Fun thing is, whenever I had actual sexual fantasies or sexual dreams, it was always with women.

Nht now I am 22 so its been quite a long time sihen, BUT, I am probably even more fused than I was before. I sider myself straight, but I still feel a strong attra to pictures of attractive guys, and I also enjoy talking to gay or bisexual guys online. I have went as far as to roleplay and have sexual phone chats with some of them.

Now if I was gay or bisexual I would be ok with it, but the problem is, I don′t feel quite like that. For starters, I don′t like dicks- I hate to look at them, let alone have one in my. I don′t like looking at pletely naked guys, it turns me off. I just dont like it. Also, even tho roleplaying and chatting online is fine, I would probably not do anything with a guy in real life. Some time ago a guy from a class I was in tried to seduce me- asking me if I had a girlfriend OR boyfriend, and toug my hair a lot- and it really freaked me out. I felt very unfortable. Also, my sexual dreams are still about women, and I ′t imagine myself having aional relationship except with a girl.

So, at the end of the day, I just don′t know what the fuck is happening with me. Am I straight, and curious, or bi, or maybe I just never got over my low self esteem issues and that’s why I still keep looking at hot guys and imagining I am them?

Plz help! This is driving me insane!

maybebi says:

August 22, 2011 at 9:01 am

I see a lot of myself in that, Ethan. I was a chubby kid, I always wao look like those underwear models with their smooth ripped chests and abs. And yeah, I jerked off imagining I really looked like that. You’ve got a big advantage over where I was at 22, though ― you know you’re definitely straight. (If you’re not attracted to guys in person ― even guys who look like those pictures ― then it really doesn’t sound like you’re bi.)

Sounds like you want a way to get past that attra to (pictures of) guys. One rule that I’ve found really really clear about a guy’s sexual appetite: Getting off to something is a powerful way to reward yourself foing there. If you want to get past being attracted to pics of attractive guys, don’t jerk off to it, it’ll reinforce that attra.

You say you’re attracted to girls, but you don’t mention a girlfriend. I suggest looking? (Yeah, the thought probably crossed your mind already.) The other thing is if you’re still w on self esteem stuff ― well, so am I. Work out to stay fit, but don’t pare yourself to the “hot young guys” as the standard to reach. They get their pictures made ’cause they’re iop little slice of eople sider attractive. It’s like saying “if I ’t drive like Dale Earnhardt, I’m just gonna stay out of cars entirely!” (I moved to the South a couple years ago, my analogies are starting to show it.) There’s a lot more to a man than his body, I’m sure you’ve got a good ce at finding the right woman… I did! :D

Ethan says:

August 22, 2011 at 11:21 am

Thanks man for the quick reply!

Yeah, I don′t mention a girlfriend because I don′t have one- of course I think about it, quite a lot retly, but thing is, my low self esteem won′t let me go out and just ask a girl out- I always feel that they will not like me, or won′t firactive. Guess I have to like myself first! Haha.

But thanks a lot for your advice- its a lot like you say; I am not attracted to guys in person. I guess Im just dragging self esteem issues since I was thirteen. How sad is that… but, well, nothing I ′t fix. :>

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